andrew “sketch” hare 190404
kenyth freeman 190429
simon neale 190509
in the past 5 weeks, i’ve lost 3 friends. 😢
the next person to die should be me.
i have a condition that kills half of the people who have it, and leaves half of the remainder SEVERELY brain damaged, but, for some reason, i’m doing okay. 😕
i need it. i deserve it. i’ve already cheated death once. i’m so totally fed up with being alive at this point… WHY is it them, and not me? 🤬
I can imagine myself on my death-bed, spent utterly with lust to touch the next world, like a boy asking for his first kiss from a woman.
— Aleister Crowley, October 12, 1875 – December 1, 1947