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i am not having diverticulitis symptoms, but i am worried that it’s just a matter of time before they appear. i REALLY DO NOT want to restrict my diet, but i am seriously afraid that this will be necessary, in order to keep me alive and in good health. the problem with dying is that it has either got to be something that happens instantaneously, possibly by accident, or i will be forced to live through increasing periods of ill-health (like diverticulitis) until i finally croak… and, to be honest, i would VASTLY PREFER the former to the latter. 😒💀

this may be part of the reason i am so taken with the idea of flying trapeze, despite the fact that i am in no shape for it…

i got an incense order, today, from somebody who lives a ten-minute drive away from micah broslofsky, an old friend of monique’s and mine, who lives on oahu in hawaii… and the guy who ordered the incense, apparently, doesn’t know our friend micah. busy, busy, busy…

260401 salamandir at the moisture festival
260401 salamandir at the moisture festival
it’s too bad i can’t feel this good, and look this sharp, all the time. 😉

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